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wednesday’s who ~ The Half-hearted

The truth is I am confused right now. The child in me has been happy for quite some time now. But its counterpart—the more logical one or should I dare say the worrier one, the one who always looks ahead beyond what is in front of her, the one who struggles to be normal, the one who bears the responsibility of meeting society’s expectations—has been more problematic than ever. Questioning, scrutinizing, discerning. These are endless processes she keeps on repeating. Day in day out, in every opportunity she has. And with the perpetual negative responses she keeps getting, this other part has been disappointed, miserable, desperate…

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wednesday’s who ~ the child within

Here I am now—remembering the long lost child. Is she really gone? Or is she just slumbering in a deep, deep sleep? I hope I could still find her beneath the rubbles and reunite with her. I miss her. Miss her more than anyone could. I want to hold her in my arms again and feel her familiar comforting warmth. I long to see her beautiful and unaffected innocence, to stare at the mirth in those honest smiles and watch the gift of wonderment she always carry within those brown eyes.

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