Go on cry. Just let it go. I know how you feel. I’ve been there. So many times I lost counting. And there’s no point counting them anyway. Yeah, it hurts. It hurts like hell. And it wounded not just your heart but your soul as well. But you can live, believe me. You are stronger than you think you are. We all are.
No, don’t do that. Stop that self-pity worming its way to your head. That would do you no good. Self-pity only makes people weak. Help yourself for no one will do that for you. And how can you help others when you can’t even help yourself. Don’t expect anything from people for expectations only lead to disappointments, a real disaster. And disappointments lead to refusal to trust. But don’t lose hope. Hope breathes life to everything.
You’re angry? You want to hurt them? That’s normal. It’s okay to feel such hatred. You’re not human if you won’t feel such emotions after the hurting and pain they caused you. But don’t let that anger control you, ruin you. Get hold of yourself and be brave. Life is sometimes cruel and you’ll need courage to survive. Don’t be afraid to try again. Fear is conquerable. Don’t let their whispered lies and unfair prejudice get in your way. They don’t really know you. You are the only one who can tell yourself what’s wrong and what’s right, what you can do and what you can’t. Believe in yourself and believe in God. He won’t let you down and He’s always there with you. So don’t you ever feel alone.
I’m glad you smile again. And I can see a flicker of light in those beautiful eyes, a glow that can never be bought nor faked. Did I hear you sigh? I’m happy you can breathe again and you learn to forget. And I can say you’re okay. You’ll be just fine.