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wednesday’s who ~ someone who dug her own hole

In the end
You dig yourself the hole you’re in
When you don’t know what you want
You just repeat yourself again
In the end
You just repeat yourself again
When you don’t know who you are
You dig yourself the hole you’re in

Well, today, I want to thank Gotye for this song Dig Your Own Hole. I was listening and suddenly realized how the song speaks to me. You are so right! 🙂 I did this to myself. This is the consequence of the decisions I made, of the choices I took. And yes I am inside this hole I dug myself and yes I am repeating myself because I still don’t know what I really want. Sad but true.

In my struggle to find what I really wanted I hurt people in the way. I know it wasn’t beautiful and graceful and I never really intended them to be so. All I really needed then was a way out. An exit. Just to get out of that hole I was in. Just to stop the never-ending cycle. And I guess I did. And now I have to face these ugly consequences.

I know my emotions were the ones steering the wheel and I don’t think it hurt to let them sometimes. Yeah, maybe I disappointed few people for they never expected that from me but maybe they don’t really know me, they just judged me. Wrongly for that matter. But I owe it to myself to do what I think is right. I owe it to myself to listen to the voices within and not the noises outside. I owe it to myself to trust my instincts and listen to my own reasoning. Maybe they are flawed and sometimes unreliable. But at least they are my own. I don’t expect people to understand or even patronize them. I don’t expect them to support or justify the decision I made. I just had to do it.

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